I don't know who I am mad at or what I am mad at. I fight with you all the time, some time you are wrong sometimes I am or I just want to. I tried most of the ways to forget you but what crap, I get back to square one in a jiffy. I stop my self from calling you just to act cool but I am longing to talk to you. I know I have been rude I have been unkind and blind to your emotions. But I see it now, I can see how hard it was for you. How you must have been longing to spend time with me. How you wanted to talk but I simply couldn't give time. How you cried for nights. I cannot fully understand what you been through. I can just relate and imagine and frankly it is horrible. I feel lost cheated and undeserved. After going through all and all i put you through you still hung on to me you want to be my best friend. You are my best friend. I came to a conclusion for me I am an 'asshole'. Yeah rite, I know how badly you wanted to use that word for me. I don't want you to be not angry it's your right to, I want you to forgive me. Ever since we parted I tried flirting with other women (you know how bad I am at it). I tried to concentrate on my gym (I only put on more weight) and my job. I couldn't. I know it's been a long time and you have a boy friend now. I don't want you to take me back. I just want you to know not a single day passed by that I didn't not pray to god to spend the rest of my life with you if not this life may be my next life but most importantly give me sense to not mess it up again. I miss you and I love you. Cliche - please take me back!
I don't know who I am mad at or what I am mad at. I fight with you all the time, some time you are wrong sometimes I am or I just want to. I tried most of the ways to forget you but what crap, I get back to square one in a jiffy. I stop my self from calling you just to act cool but I am longing to talk to you. I know I have been rude I have been unkind and blind to your emotions. But I see it now, I can see how hard it was for you. How you must have been longing to spend time with me. How you wanted to talk but I simply couldn't give time. How you cried for nights. I cannot fully understand what you been through. I can just relate and imagine and frankly it is horrible. I feel lost cheated and undeserved. After going through all and all i put you through you still hung on to me you want to be my best friend. You are my best friend. I came to a conclusion for me I am an 'asshole'. Yeah rite, I know how badly you wanted to use that word for me. I don't want you to be not angry it's your right to, I want you to forgive me. Ever since we parted I tried flirting with other women (you know how bad I am at it). I tried to concentrate on my gym (I only put on more weight) and my job. I couldn't. I know it's been a long time and you have a boy friend now. I don't want you to take me back. I just want you to know not a single day passed by that I didn't not pray to god to spend the rest of my life with you if not this life may be my next life but most importantly give me sense to not mess it up again. I miss you and I love you. Cliche - please take me back!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
0 comments:
Post a Comment